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life just got harder again

Wed Aug 26, 2009, 7:42 PM

Mood: Sorrow
Reading: Of Mice and Men
Playing: with a razor blade
Eating: your soul
Drinking: your blood

A just found out that a close friend of mine killed himself. he shot himself. he left behind his two kids. ages 6 & 8. He seemed happy but i guess u can never see when sumthing is really bothering someone. My mother and i are both devastated because he was close to both of us. Im very depressed but i have to hide it because i cant let down the band or my company in rotc. when i fall i fail and when i fail everyone fails. i cant do that to people. I just have to learn quickly how to cope with the lose of a close friend. i may not sound devastated but i am.

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~UnchosenOne Aug 26, 2009, 7:57:34 PM

Well that sucks.

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"Too often we lose sight of life's simple pleasures. Remember, when someone annoys you it takes 42 muscles to make your face frown, BUT, it only takes 4 to extend your arm and bitch-slap that mother @#?*&! upside the head... Pass it on."

Proud Aspergian!

~deathsonic Aug 27, 2009, 4:22:40 AM

i'm soooo sorry to hear that

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I am the shadows
no one knows I exsiest
no one knows I am here
I am the protector of the earth
as long as I live none will harm the earth

*toonfreak8 Aug 27, 2009, 7:57:34 AM

Try to stay strong.

~luminariasellaiia Sep 4, 2009, 5:23:55 PM

im doing way better

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This world we live in is in a constant state of deception. Minds can never be pure, changed, or replaced. Our emotions are what gave us the trait emotion for the human race.

~luminariasellaiia Sep 4, 2009, 5:24:09 PM

im staying strong

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This world we live in is in a constant state of deception. Minds can never be pure, changed, or replaced. Our emotions are what gave us the trait emotion for the human race.

~luminariasellaiia Sep 4, 2009, 5:24:32 PM

yeah

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This world we live in is in a constant state of deception. Minds can never be pure, changed, or replaced. Our emotions are what gave us the trait emotion for the human race.

~deathsonic Sep 4, 2009, 7:21:04 PM

thats good^^

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I am the shadows
no one knows I exsiest
no one knows I am here
I am the protector of the earth
as long as I live none will harm the earth

~luminariasellaiia Sep 4, 2009, 7:35:15 PM

mmhmm

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This world we live in is in a constant state of deception. Minds can never be pure, changed, or replaced. Our emotions are what gave us the trait emotion for the human race.