Like the title says i jumped the rotc totem pole. i went from being 2nd platoon 3rd squad leader to being the battlion assistant opertaions officer. for those of u who dont kno what that means. it means that i plan ALL of the events that the rotc does. ita going to be a lot of work. but im looking forward to it

A just found out that a close friend of mine killed himself. he shot himself. he left behind his two kids. ages 6 & 8. He seemed happy but i guess u can never see when sumthing is really bothering someone. My mother and i are both devastated because he was close to both of us. Im very depressed but i have to hide it because i cant let down the band or my company in rotc. when i fall i fail and when i fail everyone fails. i cant do that to people. I just have to learn quickly how to cope with the lose of a close friend. i may not sound devastated but i am.

I have been really depressed lately but then i learned something, Smile because the world is full of chocolate. My best friend gave me this giant bar of chocolate to cheer me up. It worked. and now im really hyper.

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IT'S POURING RAIN!!!!!! i went running through it.

ok so life bites right now. my boyfriend broke my heart. and now is flirting with me again.

i have bronchitis and an upper respiratory infection. im so drugged up because of it. i cant think straight.

im leaving on a two week trip around the U.S. ill be back on the 17th. til then.....love u all.......ill try to post pics wheni get home.